Threats...And...Promises

The past few days I have felt like writing...I was having a writers block..but now seems like that block is gone now!! There seems to be a lot of anger still surrounding my life. I still have a lot of stress in my life too. I am sick of all the fucking drama that is coming with it too. I have enough of my own drama to have to deal with everyone elses. I try really hard to maintain a level mood, because I have to keep my stress levels down. If I don't do this...I can end up right back in the hospital. So, I am starting to bottle things up again, my only outlet now is WRITING.

Threats...And...Promises

I Promise that I will love ALL of my family until the day I die.

But, I keep getting Threats of being killed.

I Promise to help everyone in anyway that I can until the day I die

But, I keep getting Threats of being killed.

I Promise that I won't knowingly do things to piss anyone off.

But, I keep getting Threats of being killed.

I Promise everything I do or say is never premeditated, even if it pisses someone off.

But, I keep getting Threats of being killed.

I Promise that I try keeping things peaceful around my life.

But, I keep getting Threats of being killed.

I Promise that one my biggest goal is to keep my stress levels down.

But, I keep getting Threats of being killed.

I Promise that I can take the pain, be it physical or mental, no matter how much I might cry.

But, I keep getting Threats of being killed.

I Promise that I would never lie to anyone not even to spare feelings

But, I keep getting Threats of being killed.

I Promise I try to practice what I practice what I preach

But, I keep getting Threats of being killed.

I Promise that I always turn the other cheek when I am being hated

But, I keep getting Threats of being killed.
But, I keep getting Threats of being killed.
But, I keep getting Threats of being killed.
But, I keep getting Threats of being killed.

I Promise I would say to go for it. Kill me! Put me out of my Misery!

I Promise that if Threats of being Killed aren't actually followed
through...that I am already DEAD. I am already Being Killed.

But, I keep getting Threats of being killed.
But, I keep getting Threats of being killed.
But, I keep getting Threats of being killed.
But, I keep getting Threats of being killed.

I Promise that with all these Threats, The Threats Are Too Late! I am already Dead, I am already being Killed. The Misery that I live in, and with has killed the real me!!

Yet, I STILL keep getting Threats of being killed.

The Threats Are To Late! I don't give a damn any longer. I am a soul in a dead body.

I Promise that everything I use to know in life as fun are gone. I Promise my life has been taken away from me.

The Threats Are To Late! I don't give a damn any longer. I am a soul in a dead body.

GOODNIGHT AND THANK YOU

CHE (To EVA's FIRST LOVER)
Goodnight and thank you whoever
She's in every magazine, been photographed, seen
She is known
We don't like to rush but your case has been packed
If she's missed anything
You could give her a ring
But she won't always answer the phone

EVA
Of but it's sad when a love affair dies
But we have pretended enough
It's best that we stop fooling ourselves

CHE
Which means.........

CHE and EVA
There is no-one, no-one at all
Never has been and never will be a lover
Male or female
Who hasn't an eye on
In fact they rely on
Tricks they can try on
Their partner
They're hoping their lover will help them or keep them
Support them, promote them
Don't blame them
You're the same

CHE
Goodnight and thank you Emilio
You've completed your task, what more can we ask
Of you now?
Please sign the book on your way out the door
That will be all
If she needs you she'll call
But I don't think that's likely somehow

EVA
Oh but it's sad when a love affair dies
But when we were hot we were hot
I know you'll look back on the good times we've shared

CHE
Which means...............

CHE and EVA
There is no-one, no-one at all
Never has been and never will be a lover
Male or female
Who hasn't an eye on
In fact they rely on
Tricks they can try on
Their partner
They're hoping their lover will help them or keep them
Support them, promote them
Don't blame her
You're the same

EVA
There is no soap, no soap like Zazz
No detergent, lotion or oil with such power
in the shower
It's the mother and father of luxury lather
The talk of the bath
The great ointment
One little frolic
With new Zaz carbolic
Your scented
You'll be sent.

CHE
Goodnight and thank you Senor Jabon
We are grateful you found her a spot on the sound
radio
We'll think of you every time she's on the air
We'd love you to stay
But you'd be in the way
So do up your trousers and go

EVA
Oh but it's sad when a love affair dies
The decline into silence and doubt
Our passion was just too intense to survive

CHE
Which means...................

(By now a fairly long line of EVA's rejected LOVERS
has formed)

LOVERS
This is a club I should never have joined
Someone has made us look fools
Argentine men call the sexual shots
Someone has altered the rules

EVA
Fame on the wireless as far as it goes
Is all very well, but every girl knows

CHE
She needs a man she can monopolize
With fingers in dozens of different pies-

LOVERS
Oh but it's sad when a love affair dies

Sparkling grey,
Through my own veins.
Any more than a whisper,
Any sudden movement of my heart.
And I know, I know I'll have to watch them pass away

Just get through this day

Give up your way, you could be anything,
Give up my way, and lose myself, not today
That's too much guilt to pay

Sickened in the sun
You dare tell me you love me
But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die
Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way

You're just so pretty in your pain

Give up my way, and I could be anything
I'll make my own way
Without your senseless hate... hate... hate... hate.

So run, run, run
And hate me, if it feels good.
I can't hear your screams anymore

You lied to me
But I'm older now
And I'm not buying baby

Demanding my response
Don't bother breaking the door down
I found my way out

And you'll never hurt me again.